I ghosted myself. I locked myself in for a moment. The journey back has been a test of insane courage. But I think I finally figured out how to let go and come back.
Dear end of 2023 me: Dayum Girl! You were the epitome of beast this year. You did all the things and then some. All because you made resolutions to commit, follow through, and practicing being present. I still can’t believe you finally did #25 on your Living List.
But that damn plastic wrap won’t budge.
An unbreakable barrier. Not an impossible one. But a boss level barrier.
I thought I had it all figured out. Then somewhere between taking the leap and flying – I fell atop a cloud on a no-breeze day.
And it is here where I sit and watch each piece of my life balance on the precipice of surrender…or fight.
I am tired. Am I not enough already?
Day 416 of self quaranting as much as humanely possible This kid right here brought some major tears to my eyes a few minutes ago. I had to F5 my family a month ago and re-think our entire situation. We began unschooling. We placed all our energies towards learning how to go with the flow. […]
Dear Self, I want to thank you for joining the PNPTribe, home of No BS Weightloss on April 1st, 2020. You might not believe it, but I weigh 210 lbs. We did it! You have now lost a total of 102.2lbs and you know in your soul that the final 60lbs have been put on […]