But that damn plastic wrap won’t budge.
An unbreakable barrier. Not an impossible one. But a boss level barrier.
I thought I had it all figured out. Then somewhere between taking the leap and flying – I fell atop a cloud on a no-breeze day.
And it is here where I sit and watch each piece of my life balance on the precipice of surrender…or fight.
I am tired. Am I not enough already?
Yes….I know the weekend is not completely over just yet. As I am writing this, it is 907am on a Sunday that just so happens to be Daylight Saving Time. So REALLY it is 807am. And the world is today’s oyster…. ummmm I mean, anything can and is bound to happen. But for this moment, […]
I ran out of one my happy pills last Monday. But I saw the dr that afternoon so I could get a new refill. And honestly, I had a 30 day supply. Of 25mg pills. And instead of being upfront with the dr at my last appt, I decided to self medicate and take 50mg […]
I had my bimonthly therapy session yesterday. Some days, I know exactly what issues I need to talk thru. Others, I dont know where to start. And on rare occasions, I walk with an extra pep in my step on my way in. Floating a little on the confidence that I am doing alright. With […]
I apologize in advance. But my mind is a tangled mess. Thoughts are flying around a thousand miles a minute. Crashing in to eachother. Trajectories unknown. My fingers are full of dread. The words want to flow faster than they can be given passage. I have no idea what is about to overflow the walls, […]