Little Steps: Day 100 – 34,064 Reasons to H.Y.O.H
Day 100 has finally arrived. Way faster than I expected it too. Or wanted it to. I find it amazing how much, and what, can change, in just 100 days. In fact, what I envisioned day 100 would be like, is not the reality of what day 100 looks like. And I am not sure […]
Little Steps: Day 95 – Overcoming Doubt
Every other week, I see my counselor. My personal cheerleader. I have to fill out a questionnaire each and every time. And at the bottom, is a section where I write down what I feel must be addressed at that appointment no matter what. I have written “time management” and “how to find motivation” and […]
Little Steps: Day 75 (& 74 & 73 & 72) – Dig Deep
Wow. In 2.5 months, I have walked 56 miles. That is insane. The last 12 of those I dug deep to find the strength to hike with a 35lb backpacking backpack on. Filled with supplies I will need on my solo*, combined with a bunch of other random unnecessary stuff I just have been to […]
Little Steps: Day 56 – Resolve to Believe
I almost gave up this week. I seriously contemplated it for about 36 hrs. The doctor gave me a new medication this past week to help get me thru a slump with my current happy pills (aka Zoloft), and to help control migraines I have been having daily, as well as possibly give me an […]
Little Steps: Day 52 – The Trail Ends Here?
I apologize in advance. But my mind is a tangled mess. Thoughts are flying around a thousand miles a minute. Crashing in to eachother. Trajectories unknown. My fingers are full of dread. The words want to flow faster than they can be given passage. I have no idea what is about to overflow the walls, […]