After 690 days – they went back to school and this anxiety is not new

Parenting in 2022 sucks. It’s been 690 days since the last time my girls were in school. It was hard then. This is going to be a different kind of hard.
I almost murdered someone this morning

It is no longer if – but when – they come to call me a child abuser for letting my kid live her truth.
It is no longer if – but when.
I almost murdered someone this morning.
Thankfully..it was just a dream.